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NO.WAI.

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 29, 2009, 8:53 AM

YES!

I'm gonna have a new computer! TOMORROW!
O__O
I'll have to install all the software and programs... but at least I'll have my own work space!
yaaaaaaaaaay

Also! Now the #WatershipDownCLUB is converted to a Group! Come and join! :3

TRUE LUV

CLASSMATES <3

- PUZ3L c:

- Hakkai ^^

- Mello : D

- Dix ^w^

- Ino :3

- Stefan 8D

- Goku ^^

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Mood: Lonely
Reading: Doktor Zywago!!!!1111 <3

Almost There

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 25, 2009, 11:14 AM

So, yeah, my computer died.
For now I'll have my grandmothers laptop. I've just installed Photoshop, tablet and scanner/printer drivers. I hope I'll be able to work somehow. Until I'll have a new computer. Maybe I'll get my data from my disks back. But maybe.

Also. I'm sick. I've used a couple of toilet paper rolls by now ;/ I hate when I have my nose blocked! I hate being sick. I can't think normally when I'm sick.

Anything else? Well... instead of a snowy winter... we have a muddy winter! Water and mud are everywhere! It's like we have autumn again :C
I hate it.

I've started to save up for a new Wacom Bamboo Tablet ;w; I hope I'll be able to buy it next year. Unless I'll have to pay up for a new computer :< Also I would have had already almost the half of it's price... but I've spend it on Christmas presents... yaaay. But really, I love to buy presents. Making people happy makes me happy C: As much as making people I hate suffer C:< (this one occurs rarely xDDD)

see ya!

TRUE LUV

CLASSMATES <3

- PUZ3L c:

- Hakkai ^^

- Mello : D

- Dix ^w^

- Ino :3

- Stefan 8D

- Goku ^^

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Mood: Lonely
Reading: Doktor Zywago!!!!1111 <3

LIFE IS LIKE SNOW: FULL OF PISS .news. EDIT!

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 23, 2009, 1:36 AM

_{EDIT!!!!!

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW PISSED I AM!
LIKE.
FUCK.

My computer is dead! We don't have money to fix it :/
Probably we'll buy a new one... but in a few months...
till then... I won't be able to draw or anything.
Fuck.
I still have to finish some commissions ;/
Fuck.
At least I can use SOMETIMES my brothers computer :/

WOW. IT COULDN'T GET WORSE.

IT COULD...

My DVD player is dying as well.
So the only thing I can do is draw traditional art and watch TV...

AND. I fail at life.
Srsl. At times like this I want to poison myself with vitamine C
I hate half of the world's population >:C

AND. I want to murder certain people.

AND. Always when I need support I end up alone. Lucky me!

Komm, süßer Hass!

</EDIT>
So true.

Anyway... finally we have some snow. And by that I mean that it's fucking cold and the snow is EVERYWHERE sometimes bloking the streets. You have to watch every step or you'll fall and die... well not really die but you still can break a leg or hurt your ass.

Idontlikechristmas.
People say that this time of the year is the time when we should be good to each other live in peace and all that crap. No. Sorry. Not me.
I SHALL NEVER FORGET. NEVAH!

My computer is broken. I have to use my brothers computer :/ Crap. I hope mine will be repared today or at least tommorrow!

New Year? I have no idea. Probably I'll spend it alone in my room. Wow. I suck.

Good things? Mayonaise x3

I want my 2 week long break from school in February so I can visit *invidere :3

TRUE LUV

CLASSMATES <3
- PUZ3L c:
- Hakkai ^^
- Mello : D
- Dix ^w^
- Ino :3
- Stefan 8D
- Goku ^^}

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Mood: Lonely
Reading: Doktor Zywago!!!!1111 <3
Watching: tv :1

AWW SHIT :c

Sat Nov 28, 2009, 2:14 PM

_{Did I mention that I HATE AUTUMN? NO?

I HATE AUTUMN.

There you go.

Now. Let's focus on some news.
Recently I got my wallet robbed. It's the second time I got robbed in a train! >:C Damn.
My autumn depression is getting worse. I want to kill those fucking bastards. I need moar sun and killing in revenge.
It's been a while now since I decided to take certain steps forward achieving a certain goal(s). BUT. I failed. That left me with the conclusion that generally I fail at life >w> Maybe it's just a coincident that all the shitty stuff suddenly started to happen at once? I don't think so :< BUT! I still believe that there are some good things anyway. I even started to see pluses in bad things... like being a effin bitch for my enemies C: It's really amusing! Hatred can be fun! C:
Anywai, I need to start doing my portfolio... and practice for the drama test :c
I want winter holidays! NAO! Btw. ~invidere promised me that she'll take me to a gay club : D

OH. I'm also open for Art Trades. But not for many! Only a few. So be quick :3

TRUE LUV

CLASSMATES <3
- PUZ3L c:
- Hakkai ^^
- Mello : D
- Dix ^w^
- Ino :3
- Stefan 8D
- Goku ^^}

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Mood: Artistic
Listening to: Phineas anf Ferb songs :D

Random shit update

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 2:05 AM

_{Hiya!
It's wet, cold, shit, ass, poo and I'm sick ;<
I hate autumn! :c YESIDO!

Today it's birthday party and it'll be awesome >:C
I have my own little wiki thing [link] C: (we want to link our stories with ~invidere)
School sucks... not as much as last year BUT STILL!
I'm pissed as hell, I wanna punch someone! (yes, you biatch!) I guess it's the autumn depression thing~~ :C Or maybe PMS?
I need sun! I need to puke my thoughts into someone! :C (not literally of course~~)
For my winter holidays I'm gonna visit It's gonna be OH SO AWESOME! Can't wait c:

So uhh... I gotta go wash the dishes and some otherimportantsuff...
Yaaay... see ya c:

CLASSMATES <3
- PUZ3L c:
- Hakkai ^^
- Mello : D
- Dix ^w^
- Ino :3
- Stefan 8D
- Goku ^^}

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